I've decided that I'm not very good at this blog thing. But I like being able to vent so I'm gonna keep at it. I'm sorry.

Went to Florida with Jo thus past weekend to see Zach. His parents and grandma were there, it was nice but I'd like some family time without them.

Speaking of Zach, we seem to be doing amazing well since my revelation. When I started truly wanting him to happy have everything he wants things got easier. When I quit being selfish and actually wanted to give him the world, my world opened up and got a whole lot brighter. I don't think I loved him this much when I proposed to him. That was still more of an infatuation. This is a whole new, deep, trusting, primal kind of love. Like my world revolves around him (and Jo of course) and I don't matter anymore. It's breathtaking.

Sorry I keep getting gooey and deep. I just never thought I'd love him again, if I ever even did to begin with. This is exciting for me. I'll change get the subject. How about my new hobby? I've become quite addicted to painting my nails. I'll see if I can get a few shots up of some stuff I've tried. Some of my attempts turned out decent, some not so much. Anyway, it keeps my nails pretty and keeps me from breaking them off.


Update:

See next post for nail pictures!